Forever my bitch! 💔 It’s hard not to think about you and your pets, your mom, your family and what they are going through. .. you were in pain, you told us almost every day on Snapchat how if this treatment (her last option) didn’t work for your depression you wanted to die. Fuck and I just finished listening to your podcast yesterday.. smh .. fuck Stevie!!!!! I cant explain what she meant to me she made me laugh when I was alone. I looked up to her, she was a woman! hilarious breaking YouTube! I was 17 on Stickam watching this is hilarious guy named Chris Crocker and he introduced his friend Stevie Ryan and I swear to God not only were you gorgeous but you were so funny and your attitude! instantly fell in love with you. And I was a fan I showed you to everybody I made sure everybody watch your show and VH1 when I saw you in commercials it was like seeing a best friend on TV. I wasn’t obsessed or anything but you’re my one of my first influences you showed me that women are funny and can create.

i just smoked a bowl in her honor . She’s not suffering anymore

(Source: beautifulthingss)

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